i think its cool when i see a pretty anime character. or even a pretty person in general (less common u_u). but its whatever really. i like looking but i dont feel anything for real. like, theres no bond. its just visual (¬‿¬)
what i dont like is falling in love. that always happens with friends. then it gets complicated.
when i was younger i actually liked that weird feeling of passion. but nowadays i dont anymore. i can see theres something good about it. but i can also clearly say i dont like it. depending on how it goes it even becomes a burden. if that word exists ( ´ ω ` )
my libido is super low recently. like, i dont even care about that. but even then that weird feeling of love came. ugh. are passion and libido even related? i really dont know. and i dont feel this many times in my life. how many times have i felt it? like 3 that i remember? anyway...
sometimes i wonder if its just loneliness. crazy desu ne~ (≧◡≦)
